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Post by angelicdreams on Feb 5, 2013 19:46:01 GMT -5
Ranting. Venting.
We all need to do it sometime. Just to let out our emotions. It's not healthy to keep things bottled up, but sometimes, you don't have anywhere to put these emotions, so they just boil and fester until they explode.
That's what this forum is for.
Rant to your hearts content. I know for sure that I'll be here, and I'll try to read every single one that's posted. People are here to listen to you, and just know, we're supporting you every step of the way.
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Eevee No one important
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Post by Eevee No one important on Feb 5, 2013 23:23:10 GMT -5
Bad luck just,,,,keeps on coming my way, not giving me one FUCKING break.
Like tonight for example. My Iphone had to be restored and I restored it, but the problem was I had no SIM card for it, so when it finished restoring, I was given a bullshit reason of: Activation Error.
All of those notes of my favorite Fanfics. GONE.
All of my games. GONE.
All of my Photos. GONE.
All of my music. GONE.
And to top it all off....My friend who I have been friends with for two fucking years....as cursed me and now wants nothing to do with me.
He was my friend, and he thinks I want to be superior to him, and he mocks me, and says we won't be friends anymore....
Damn life.....Now back to bottling it up once more.
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Post by Uuniison on Feb 5, 2013 23:34:02 GMT -5
Bad luck just,,,,keeps on coming my way, not giving me one FUCKING break. Like tonight for example. My Iphone had to be restored and I restored it, but the problem was I had no SIM card for it, so when it finished restoring, I was given a bullshit reason of: Activation Error. All of those notes of my favorite Fanfics. GONE. All of my games. GONE. All of my Photos. GONE. All of my music. GONE. And to top it all off....My friend who I have been friends with for two fucking years....as cursed me and now wants nothing to do with me. He was my friend, and he thinks I want to be superior to him, and he mocks me, and says we won't be friends anymore.... Damn life.....Now back to bottling it up once more. Eevee, I can understand how you feel. I recently had to get a new iPhone and I'm still getting over how most of everything is gone, especially all my photos and really important apps. He thinks you want to be superior to him? Well he's got it wrong. You two are and should remain good friends. Try explaining to him and make up. If he doesn't understand that, then he isn't a true best friend, and there is someone better for you out there. Someone who will stay by your side and not mock you or tell you that you are being superior. Don't bottle it up. Go ahead and cry into a pillow if you need to, you'll feel great after doing so, okay?
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Post by cosette on Feb 5, 2013 23:47:21 GMT -5
.... I just want to rant about everything. About how I have to go to school pretending everything's alright. Like I don't think about killing myself every night. If you were to ask anyone at my school about me they'd say I'm a happy crazy cheerful blue haired freak who can always crack a good joke. That's not me though. I wish I could go to school and tell them about my girlfriend or how I finished a whole homestuck act bawling. No, I can't. I can't be truthful to anyone. My whole personality is a lie, and no one knows... no one would understand....
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Post by Uuniison on Feb 5, 2013 23:52:21 GMT -5
.... I just want to rant about everything. About how I have to go to school pretending everything's alright. Like I don't think about killing myself every night. If you were to ask anyone at my school about me they'd say I'm a happy crazy cheerful blue haired freak who can always crack a good joke. That's not me though. I wish I could go to school and tell them about my girlfriend or how I finished a whole homestuck act bawling. No, I can't. I can't be truthful to anyone. My whole personality is a lie, and no one knows... no one would understand.... You can rant all you need to, that's what this forum is here for. We want you to talk to us and tell us what's going on and what is happening. People would tell you the same thing about me, I'm happy and unafraid when honestly I'm hurting and dying on the inside. You can be truthful to us and all the other people going through depression and having self-harm issues. We will understand and we will help you get through this. This forum is your safe haven.
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Post by journeyfleet on Feb 6, 2013 0:27:44 GMT -5
I had a perfect childhood, a close family, almost everything I wanted, but something went horribly wrong. I somehow ended up unable to get out of bed, with trash and broken objects all across the floor, curtains drawn and lights off. Somehow I ended up afraid of everything, illness, abandonment, failure, riots, noise, disorder, crowds, groups of over three people, strangers, talking to anyone, even close friends, and I can't function properly if something's different. I simply can't adapt. I don't have energy, willpower, or even sadness, just anger and nostalgia. I don't even know what I'm nostalgic for.
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Post by Uuniison on Feb 6, 2013 0:43:30 GMT -5
I had a perfect childhood, a close family, almost everything I wanted, but something went horribly wrong. I somehow ended up unable to get out of bed, with trash and broken objects all across the floor, curtains drawn and lights off. Somehow I ended up afraid of everything, illness, abandonment, failure, riots, noise, disorder, crowds, groups of over three people, strangers, talking to anyone, even close friends, and I can't function properly if something's different. I simply can't adapt. I don't have energy, willpower, or even sadness, just anger and nostalgia. I don't even know what I'm nostalgic for. Don't be angry. Anger will just hurt the people that hurt you and it will solve nothing.
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Post by journeyfleet on Feb 6, 2013 0:52:06 GMT -5
I don't really think anyone hurt me, I guess it's all internal. On the bright side, I survived my darkest hour. If I can live through that, there's little I can't manage.
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Post by Uuniison on Feb 6, 2013 1:00:07 GMT -5
I don't really think anyone hurt me, I guess it's all internal. On the bright side, I survived my darkest hour. If I can live through that, there's little I can't manage. Exactly. Once you've gotten through the darkest hour, nothing can stand in your way.
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Post by simplymelodic on Feb 6, 2013 17:43:04 GMT -5
Sometimes it feels like I don't have friends. But the thing is that it's strange, since I know they're there. They just aren't around when I really need them the most. I don't even have that many friends to begin with. One of them, who I'll refer to as BB, is very nice and supportive and basically all I could as for in a friend! But it doesn't feel...special. A friendship is supposed to feel that way, right? She's my friend, my close friend. But I'm not sure if she sees me as a close friend. I share with her everything that goes on, and she tells me about herself as well. But countless times in the day, random people I don't know will pop up and sweep her away during our conversation. And she's recently gotten herself a boyfriend, so the time I'm able to spend with her is dwindling. It's as if they're taking away my best friend, and the feeling sucks! It sucks really really bad! Sometimes, I wish that they could just screw off and let us finish our conversation. I know it seems selfish, but this is how I feel, and my feelings should be important too! It's like BB has all the things I could want! A happy and nice attitude, many friends, and a lovely significant other. I could be feeling jealous, but I just don't know. I don't want to be jealous. ESPECIALLY about my friend. I want to be happy for her, but I don't know why I can't.
The feeling is terrible. I feel terrible. But it doesn't make me sad, it just makes me so angry!
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Post by Uuniison on Feb 6, 2013 17:55:45 GMT -5
Sometimes it feels like I don't have friends. But the thing is that it's strange, since I know they're there. They just aren't around when I really need them the most. I don't even have that many friends to begin with. One of them, who I'll refer to as BB, is very nice and supportive and basically all I could as for in a friend! But it doesn't feel...special. A friendship is supposed to feel that way, right? She's my friend, my close friend. But I'm not sure if she sees me as a close friend. I share with her everything that goes on, and she tells me about herself as well. But countless times in the day, random people I don't know will pop up and sweep her away during our conversation. And she's recently gotten herself a boyfriend, so the time I'm able to spend with her is dwindling. It's as if they're taking away my best friend, and the feeling sucks! It sucks really really bad! Sometimes, I wish that they could just screw off and let us finish our conversation. I know it seems selfish, but this is how I feel, and my feelings should be important too! It's like BB has all the things I could want! A happy and nice attitude, many friends, and a lovely significant other. I could be feeling jealous, but I just don't know. I don't want to be jealous. ESPECIALLY about my friend. I want to be happy for her, but I don't know why I can't. The feeling is terrible. I feel terrible. But it doesn't make me sad, it just makes me so angry! Even though you don't feel like your bond with BB is as special as you want it to be, it's great that you have a friend to talk to, even if you aren't telling her your true feelings. Have you told her your feelings? Whether you're jealous, angry, sad, or all three, you should tell her how you really feel. It could boost your friendship with her greatly. You shouldn't feel terrible, because most girls are upset at their friends like this, whether they have problems or not. Even though you're unhappy, it would be best if you supported her with the best of your power. Her significant other might abandon her, and you would be the one she turns to.
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Post by angelicdreams on Feb 6, 2013 17:57:50 GMT -5
Sometimes it feels like I don't have friends. But the thing is that it's strange, since I know they're there. They just aren't around when I really need them the most. I don't even have that many friends to begin with. One of them, who I'll refer to as BB, is very nice and supportive and basically all I could as for in a friend! But it doesn't feel...special. A friendship is supposed to feel that way, right? She's my friend, my close friend. But I'm not sure if she sees me as a close friend. I share with her everything that goes on, and she tells me about herself as well. But countless times in the day, random people I don't know will pop up and sweep her away during our conversation. And she's recently gotten herself a boyfriend, so the time I'm able to spend with her is dwindling. It's as if they're taking away my best friend, and the feeling sucks! It sucks really really bad! Sometimes, I wish that they could just screw off and let us finish our conversation. I know it seems selfish, but this is how I feel, and my feelings should be important too! It's like BB has all the things I could want! A happy and nice attitude, many friends, and a lovely significant other. I could be feeling jealous, but I just don't know. I don't want to be jealous. ESPECIALLY about my friend. I want to be happy for her, but I don't know why I can't. The feeling is terrible. I feel terrible. But it doesn't make me sad, it just makes me so angry! Simply, I understand where you're coming from. I've had this feeling many times myself, before, and I know how it feels. But, she is your friend, right? That's all that should matter. Sure, she has a boyfriend now, but that doesn't mean things have to change between you! Talk to her, let her know that you want to spend time with her, plan things in advance! It's all things that friends can do together. Heck, it doesn't even have to be huge. It can just be something like hanging out for an hour or two. If you schedule things, you can still talk to your friend, and she can still be with her boyfriend. Besides, this boyfriend came along just recently, right? Well, in my opinion, a long lasting friendship is just a bit more important than any boyfriend or girlfriend. And yes, friendship is special, but, from what I'm hearing, BB is the kind of person who can get along with everyone. Your friends are going to have other friends, it's the way of life. But, you can try to get along with her other friends as well. It won't make you feel so left out, or isolated. And, if people are interrupting your conversations, politely point out that you were in the middle of a conversation with BB, and they'll probably step back and let you finish. If not, you can always continue the conversation later, or wait until they're done. You could also tell BB about how it annoys you that people are interrupting your conversations. If your friendship is strong, you can weather anything together. And, to continue this, you said you feel like you don't have friends, even though you know they're there. Trust me, I know this feeling. I have maybe two or three really close friends, and it scares me sometimes, thinking that they aren't there. If your friends aren't there when you need them most, what are they? That's what friends are for - to be there for you when you need them. Maybe you could try talking with them more, or spending more time with them, to strengthen your bond. I know that helped me. Of course, things aren't always the same in some cases.
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Post by Nobody on Feb 6, 2013 18:55:29 GMT -5
Oh my, I don't even really know what to rant about! TeeHee! I guess I could talk about something REALLY important, like world hunger!!!
For those of you who've read something of mine before, you know that, that first paragraph is NOT how I usually sound. I guess it's because I let my walls down here. I've no idea why, but I've decided to put my trust in this site. Most people who consider me a friend/Person-To-Cheat-Off-Of/ think I always act like that in the first paragraph. Not even ONE person knows how I really am. Not ONE. And that includes my family.
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Post by angelicdreams on Feb 6, 2013 19:02:07 GMT -5
Oh my, I don't even really know what to rant about! TeeHee! I guess I could talk about something REALLY important, like world hunger!!! For those of you who've read something of mine before, you know that, that first paragraph is NOT how I usually sound. I guess it's because I let my walls down here. I've no idea why, but I've decided to put my trust in this site. Most people who consider me a friend/PersonToCheatOffOf think I always act like that in the first paragraph. Not even ONE person knows how I really am. Not ONE. And that includes my family. Trust me, you're free to be yourself here! I'm honored that you decided to put your trust into this site. Here, everyone's allowed to act like their true selves. There's no need to hide who you are~!
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Post by Uuniison on Feb 6, 2013 19:04:39 GMT -5
Oh my, I don't even really know what to rant about! TeeHee! I guess I could talk about something REALLY important, like world hunger!!! For those of you who've read something of mine before, you know that, that first paragraph is NOT how I usually sound. I guess it's because I let my walls down here. I've no idea why, but I've decided to put my trust in this site. Most people who consider me a friend/Person-To-Cheat-Off-Of/ think I always act like that in the first paragraph. Not even ONE person knows how I really am. Not ONE. And that includes my family. I'm glad you've taken your walls down, this site is made for everyone to be free. (Like butterflies.)
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