cotic
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Post by cotic on Feb 23, 2014 11:26:53 GMT -5
Uhmmm... Hello o///o I'm Cotic ( not my real name, but I feel comfortable with my nick), Cot for closer friends. I'm Spanish, and... Well, sure, there are similar blogs to Spanish, but in some way distance help me to feel more confident. So sorry if my expression isn't good. The thing is this summer I tried to suicide and I've cut myself 6 times since then... I told yo my mother but she doesn't seem like she's very worried, she just present me some psychologists and that's all. I don't mind go to psychologists, but I don't feel any better when I talk with them, they just repeat the same things every season (when I'm not talking, that's 90% of the seasons u.u) and I don't feel like they understand me. So I don't know, I will like to contact with people who finally understand me and don't judge me all time... Plus, I don't want to tell my friends (only 3 of them know about the cuts) or my dad (I don't want to get him upset or be a deception to him), and like I said my mum just seems to ignore it, no matter what I do and it's so frustrating. There's noone here to say "hey, you're not alone in this" or a similar cheesy thing to me and... Wrote all this make me cry...
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Post by angelofdamnation on Apr 8, 2014 21:45:27 GMT -5
Okay, introductions. I can do that. Umm, my name's Sarah, and I'm basically here because I hate myself. I've heard of online support groups before, but this is my first time on one. I've tried letting out negative emotions through writing, but that hasn't worked out too well for me in the past. I've never cut myself before (mostly because I'm a scaredy cat and know that I'll get caught.) And I don't have anyone to talk to about this stuff because whoever I talk to I know it will go right to my parents. The thing is, I feel awful about hating myself. I've never been bullied before since I'm homeschooled, so I feel like I'm just complaining, since there are so many people out there who have it WAY worse than I do. So I pretty much hate myself for hating myself, and it's just a vicious cycle that never stops. I just... really want someone to talk to who will actually listen and not think I'm just a whiny little brat.
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goobs
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Post by goobs on May 31, 2014 0:44:10 GMT -5
Ah, hello.. I've never really posted on a forum before- the ones I've found don't really seem to work and no one replies.. So I'm really sorry if I'm not any good at this.. My name is Emily, I self harm, I'm suicidal, have no self esteem, and I'm extremely lonely. I'm 15 years old and I live in southern California.. Once again I'm sorry if this is quite bad.. I just want to give this a try..
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Post by inmyownworld on Aug 24, 2014 2:42:06 GMT -5
hello my name is Shyane and i have selective mutism depression and self harm issues. i feel like i can never tell anyone how i truly feel about something because its like no one cares. i just want to be normal and feel like i belong somewhere. maybe i could try to be myself here and tell people how i really feel about things. i feel lonely most of the time because its hard to make friends. though i am getting better with my self harm, being about 3 weeks clean. i hope that this will help boost my self esteem too. thank you for putting this up!
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Post by LittleRobin on Oct 21, 2014 17:51:19 GMT -5
Hello, my name is Emily, but I prefer to be called "Emil", I am a shy awkward person, but on the internet, I try to be cheerful. Try ^^;. I'm also transgender girl, so I like to be known as a boy. I have been though (and still going through) Depression, Bipolar Disorder, and Self harm, and that's all I can think of typing. Nice meeting everyone here ^u^
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Post by Snap on Oct 9, 2016 22:14:38 GMT -5
Hi, Well i should say a small bit about myself, My online name is snap and ive been bullied most of my life, I normally bottle up my feelings and just hide in my house. i Dont really have many friends, Really i only have one online friend who i talk too. But im scared that i'll push her away with my problems so i came here! ^^"
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Post by norachi on Oct 20, 2016 22:29:00 GMT -5
Um. Hi. I'm new to this forum, and um. I was bullied from 1st grade all the way to 8th grade. Um. I used to cut, I don't do it as much now. I'm battling depression. I was accused of sleeping with a guy in 7th grade. During the same year, I was almost sexually assaulted by someone else in my class. Um. I'm anorexic. Well, I'm not sure if that's what you would call it exactly, because I just think I'm fat and don't like to eat, but I tend to eat at least breakfast and a little something for dinner. Um. I don't know what else to say. Oh. My name is Megan, but it's being changed to Nora. Simply because Megan holds to many bad memories. So just refer to me as Nora, please. Um. Don't know what else to type. Sorry. Not really good at this kind of stuff. Um. Ya. I'm just gonna go now. Ciao.
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Post by turtlesandtea on May 7, 2017 17:41:23 GMT -5
Uhmm.. Im Turtles, My real name is arika.. Im a bipolar schizophrenic with dyslexia and really bad anger issues.. I've been thinking of suicide a lot so..
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