renaruki
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I feel pain where you don't.
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Post by renaruki on Feb 6, 2013 21:21:10 GMT -5
Yo! Ho! Ho! It's a coco girl. I love drawing and expressing my feelings through music. I constantly talk with people in different places to become "Social." But really I keep to myself at school.
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lostwriter
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The Lost One Now Found And Willing To Help
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Post by lostwriter on Feb 6, 2013 21:22:28 GMT -5
Good day to you, Katt. I am very glad you are getting over self-harm and I'm very glad that you are another person who wishes to help the people on this forum. Even though you are not harming yourself anymore, I am adding a butterfly onto my arm for you in support that you make your cut free mark. Yeah, the butterfly project is actually part of what started me on this road. I think I may just add one (or more) every week until April 21st, just to make sure, and in support of others on here, who are still self-harming. I believe I shall go post some of my poetry, though I am rather unsure where to post it. Most of it was written while I was depressed and cutting, so it is on the darker side, but almost every last one of my poems ends on a lighter note than when it began.
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Post by Uuniison on Feb 6, 2013 21:25:52 GMT -5
Good day to you, Katt. I am very glad you are getting over self-harm and I'm very glad that you are another person who wishes to help the people on this forum. Even though you are not harming yourself anymore, I am adding a butterfly onto my arm for you in support that you make your cut free mark. Yeah, the butterfly project is actually part of what started me on this road. I think I may just add one (or more) every week until April 21st, just to make sure, and in support of others on here, who are still self-harming. I believe I shall go post some of my poetry, though I am rather unsure where to post it. Most of it was written while I was depressed and cutting, so it is on the darker side, but almost every last one of my poems ends on a lighter note than when it began. Please do post your poetry, even if it is depressing. I would love to read it. Every new person I meet here who cuts or just needs support, I give them a supportive butterfly and add it on my arm with their name below. I plan on posting pictures of my arm sooner or later.
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Post by Uuniison on Feb 6, 2013 21:28:49 GMT -5
Yo! Ho! Ho! It's a coco girl. I love drawing and expressing my feelings through music. I constantly talk with people in different places to become "Social." But really I keep to myself at school. Whether you're social or socially awkward, we love and accept people here. Welcome.
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Post by ilovepercy122 on Feb 6, 2013 21:30:59 GMT -5
Hi....I'm Kennah, but I like to be called K-Chan or Percy. I've had a frustrating and confusing life, and I'm about ready to snap. I spend more hours a day staring into space than I do singing, dancing or writing. My dad, who's stuck with me for 10 years, left to work in New Jersey about 6 months ago. It's been so hard for me. Really, really hard. I'm bullied for being bisexual and.... I'll save the rest for later. Let's just say I hide my sadness behind a smile.
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Post by angelicdreams on Feb 6, 2013 21:31:40 GMT -5
Hello. Some call me Lost, others call me Writer, but a majority of the internet knows me as Katt. I am an artist and writer (duh), but my reason for being here is to help people, because no one should have to go through what I went through, even though what I went through was really not that bad overall, it ended in self-harm and I would never wish it upon anyone in the world. I would never wish what most people in the world are going through upon them. I enjoy helping others, because putting someone else's problems before my own makes me feel better, makes me feel like I am actually good at something. Here I will share my story, my poetry, my art, and any advice I can possibly give. I am currently counting down the days until April 21st 2013, because that will be my one year, cut free mark, and sure, it has not been the easiest road, but I have had great people by my side, even better music, and a hope that, while it dwindled at points, never fully left me, no matter what I thought or did. So, I suppose that is enough about me, for now. I will see you all in other threads. Hello, Katt~! I'm glad to hear you've overcome that hard point in your life. I can't wait to see you posting around the forums~!
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Post by Uuniison on Feb 6, 2013 21:35:07 GMT -5
Hi....I'm Kennah, but I like to be called K-Chan or Percy. I've had a frustrating and confusing life, and I'm about ready to snap. I spend more hours a day staring into space than I do singing, dancing or writing. My dad, who's stuck with me for 10 years, left to work in New Jersey about 6 months ago. It's been so hard for me. Really, really hard. I'm bullied for being bisexual and.... I'll save the rest for later. Let's just say I hide my sadness behind a smile. No one should be bullied based on how they want to love people. I can understand your pain, my dad moved away to Idaho when I was around 10. We still keep in touch, but it's not quite the same. Have you called your dad, or maybe texted him? Don't hide your sadness; let it all out on here or to somebody you trust with all your heart in real life. Stare into space and dream, think of lyrics for a song or words for a story. Welcome.
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Post by bobokitten on Feb 27, 2013 20:53:58 GMT -5
Well hello, there I don't want to put my real name so I'll just tell you my nick-name, it's Mac. I'm here because I feel depressed and I scratch my-self as in I scratch my-self hard enough to bleed, it's my own way of cutting. I can't tell anyone how I feel because i'm too scared to tell anyone so instead everyday I wear a mask, I never cry and I act all happy and cheerful when really I just wanna curl up into a little ball and cry to someone that will listen and care, I feel that no-one cares about me so now i'm putting my mask down here because I just want to feel like someone cares. So then I hope that one day I don't have to wear my mask and I can feel real happiness. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I'm sorry because I feel like I wasted your time. Bye.
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lostwriter
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The Lost One Now Found And Willing To Help
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Post by lostwriter on Mar 2, 2013 19:52:38 GMT -5
Well hello, there I don't want to put my real name so I'll just tell you my nick-name, it's Mac. I'm here because I feel depressed and I scratch my-self as in I scratch my-self hard enough to bleed, it's my own way of cutting. I can't tell anyone how I feel because i'm too scared to tell anyone so instead everyday I wear a mask, I never cry and I act all happy and cheerful when really I just wanna curl up into a little ball and cry to someone that will listen and care, I feel that no-one cares about me so now i'm putting my mask down here because I just want to feel like someone cares. So then I hope that one day I don't have to wear my mask and I can feel real happiness. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I'm sorry because I feel like I wasted your time. Bye. You did not waste my time, no, not at all. In truth, I know how you feel. I used to be the exact same way, and sometimes, on real bad days, I still feel the need to wear that mask. If you ever want someone to talk to, message me, please. I want to do my best to help you, even if that means just listening to what you have to say and just being there for you.
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Post by Nobody on Mar 4, 2013 15:47:01 GMT -5
Well hello, there I don't want to put my real name so I'll just tell you my nick-name, it's Mac. I'm here because I feel depressed and I scratch my-self as in I scratch my-self hard enough to bleed, it's my own way of cutting. I can't tell anyone how I feel because i'm too scared to tell anyone so instead everyday I wear a mask, I never cry and I act all happy and cheerful when really I just wanna curl up into a little ball and cry to someone that will listen and care, I feel that no-one cares about me so now i'm putting my mask down here because I just want to feel like someone cares. So then I hope that one day I don't have to wear my mask and I can feel real happiness. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I'm sorry because I feel like I wasted your time. Bye. Hi. On here, I'm known as Alex. Nice to meet to meet you mac. Let me tell you, you haven't wasted my time. I know what you mean about your masks. I've got several of my own. Really, I think each person I know views me differently, based upon the different mask I've shown them. But they're all focused upon one central point: I'm the quiet, insanely smart librarian, who no one can figure out if I'm a guy or a chick. (I'm androgynous by the way.) I wish I could say there was even one person I was totally cool with droping my mask around. A sort of outlet. But I don't have that one person, not yet anyway. But tell you what, I'm a great listener. If you ever want to talk to me, I'm all ears. Just one condition: no masks. Let's let each other see how we really are, not just some mask. As for your scratching problem, you need to think of it as that: a problem. Try to do it less and less until you just stop doing it entirely. It's sort of an addiction; like smoking. If you just quit cold, you're way more likely to start again. Sorry if I sorta scared you off, I guess. I'm not actually all that good at socializing. Again, Nice to meet you. I'm here anytime you want to talk.
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Post by blazestalder on Sept 11, 2013 4:36:49 GMT -5
Hello. My name is Maria Blaise Loren Stalder. You can call me Blaze or Bea. 15 years of age. I'm from the Philippines. That's all I have to say. I'm not so social...
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lostwriter
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The Lost One Now Found And Willing To Help
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Post by lostwriter on Sept 16, 2013 22:22:14 GMT -5
Hello. My name is Maria Blaise Loren Stalder. You can call me Blaze or Bea. 15 years of age. I'm from the Philippines. That's all I have to say. I'm not so social... Well hello there. I haven't seen a fresh face, or any face, around here for ages. It's nice to see people are still drawn to this place. You don't have to be social, only when you want/feel you need to be social is when you have to be social, okay?
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Post by shygirl394 on Oct 1, 2013 21:40:23 GMT -5
Um hello... My name is Kyla but on here I am comfortable people calling me Shy.. I have suicidal thoughts and used to cut.. I only stopped because I promised my mum that I wouldn't cut anymore... I am still suicidal but I don't tell anyone.. Only my friend knows but she says nothing about it.. Sorry I am rambling sorry for wasting your time who ever read this..
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deki
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Post by deki on Dec 4, 2013 19:34:26 GMT -5
Hello there, my name's Deki. I found this place through a user on DeviantART. <3 I come from a site, on Proboards, known as The Wishmakers: thewishmakers.proboards.com/The original Wishmakers was a clan on a site called PokeFarm, which grew into something more after the clan was banned due to SPAM. I'm really happy to have found another place to let my feelings out. 'Cause boy do I have a lot of them. I've suffered through eight deaths, four of them were deeply loved pets, two were close friends and the others were family. The most recent death, of my dear dog Zoey, three years ago, has left me so bent out of shape it's not even funny. My stepdad is extremely judgemental towards me, my real dad doesn't give two sh~ts about me, my mom is so caught up in her relationship that sometimes she doesn't even see the cuts I boldly reveal. My friends are no help, either. They have the perfect lives; boyfriends/girlfriends, loving families, everything they could ever want. They brag about the newest game system or flaunt their love around like candy. I'm socially awkward. Severe bullying has left so many scars that I can't even trust myself. I've been called fat, ugly, stupid, dumb, been told to kill myself.. one kid even went so far as to try to strangle me. And the schools never did anything to prevent it. Needless to say, I'm pretty beat up. Even now, in highschool, I'm judged for being myself. I've been strong and weak, yet I've never given up. But since Zoey died, I've become even weaker... even given up a time or two. But it's places like this that remind me that someone cares. Whether it's a close friend or a complete stranger. ---- Wow that was long. I'm so sorry about that. ~Deki
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Post by kadonyuneko on Dec 8, 2013 20:54:47 GMT -5
I'm Kadonyu! I run a site called The Wishmakers, which is similar to this, but newer, since it's reopening (http://thewishmakers.proboards.com/)
I tend to be pretty antisocial in real life, but I'm more social on the internet. I write somme poetry, even if it's not very good. I'm bisexual, and a Wiccan. I don't like people judging people, and I tend not to judge others myself. You always have to go beneath the tip of the iceberg to see the full thing.
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